Monday, August 31, 2009

Tired ..




soooo tired .
after doing many homeworks , makes i wanna kill my teacher !
zzz .


then , i miss my blog so .
no have time for blogging .
:(



I can't pretend I don't care .
When you don't think about me .
You think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy .
But you left anyway .

i ♡ this song , and dedicated for :)


Andra And The Backbone - Tak Ada Yang Bisa


saat ku pejamkan kedua mataku
aku bayangkan disampingmu
kurasakan selalu hangatnya pelukmu itu
dan kugenggam lembut kedua tanganmu
seakan takut kehilanganmu
kuingin selalu hatimu untukku

tak ada yang bisa
menggantikan dirimu
tak ada yang bisa
membuat diriku jauh darimu

dan kugenggam lembut kedua tanganmu
seakan takut kehilanganmu
kuingin selalu hatimu untukku

tak ada yang bisa
menggantikan dirimu
tak ada yang bisa
membuat diriku jauh darimu

tak ada yang bisa
menggantikan dirimu
tak ada yang bisa
membuat diriku jauh darimu




this song i dedicated for you , people who always in my mind ツ

Sunday, August 30, 2009

why ?




Aku tersentak dari tidur panjang ku , terbius oleh nyataku .Pahit. Aku lelah berdiri disini , ingin indah iringi langkah ku. Pagi, warnailah hidupku dengan kidungmu. Hari, isilah sunyiku dengan riangmu. Bunyi, aku rindu kalian. Kapan aku dapat menepis pahit ini? Aku ingin pergi hanya bersamamu, menggemggammu dengan asaku dan pergi dengan riang bernyanyi menjelajah hari. Aku rindu padamu. Indah, mengapa kau pergi dariku?

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I am so sorry . :(

I'm sorry, so sorry
That I was such a fool.
I didn't know
Love could be so cruel.
You tell me mistakes
Are part of being young
But that don't right
The wrong that's been done.
I'm sorry, so sorry
Please accept my apology
But love was blind
And I was too blind to see
I'm a fool, it's true
But I do really love you
I'm to blame
and so ashamed.

Please forgive me!



I need love n beloved
U need love n beloved
We need love n beloved
jika semua orang butuh mencintai dan dicintai,knp masih ada banyak orang yang sakit karena cinta ?
Bukankah cinta itu tulus ?
Tapi mengapa gak sedikit orang yang terhianati oleh cinta ?

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I loveeeeee ♡




I love this pic
And I love-hearts with his bracelet

In fact I really really like bracelet like that .
But I just have four colour ):


Bored , complicated , disappointed , confused , tired .
This only some of my feeling now :(



And one more .
i see this in Stella Lowis blog .
pinkberry
so cuteeee , i this .


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Love Is ...


Love Is ...


Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.


Alayers .

1. selalu ngerasa paling tau tentang sepeda dan kegiatan bersepeda. Padahal jarang banget gowes,,, sekalinya gowes palingan pas ada Event atau ada liputan aja untuk memburu Goodie Bag atau sekedar Narsis.com

2. tongkrongannya di pinggir pinggir jalan (yang cewek godain cowok,yang cowok godain cewe yang lagi lewat)

3. kalo lagi ngumpul bawa handshet buat dengerin lagu lewat handphone (suka pamer ga jelas & sok asik gitu deh). Trus sok telpon-telponan dan SMS-SMS an.. kondisi terparah,, biasanya suka ngunjukin SMS dari ce/co ke temenya,, biar dibilang kl ce/co nya perhatian ama dia..

4. sok EMO tapi ditanya sejarahnya emo ga tau.

5. sok pengen 'gaul' mau ngikutin tren yang sekarang tapi terlalu LEBAY (cth: nge-mix baju ga kira kira ; baju ijo,celana kotak kotak,sepatu merah,kacamata biru!)

6. dimana mana SELALU ada acara yg namanya 'putu putu narziz' (entah itu di track sepeda,WC,mobil,kamar,stasiun ,angkot,dll).

7. fotonya ga nahan smua! (dengan gaya di imut imutin,dideketin lampu biar 'terang bgt',foto deket bgt dari wajah *biar jeleknya ga keliatan*,foto dari atas *biar kelihatan keren kali ya*,dll..pokoknya yang bisa bikin ENEG semua orang)

8. buat cewek tiap hari kerjaannya ngomongin ttg cowooooooooo mulu! (cth: eh tau ga si A tadi gini loh sama gue hahaha lucu bgt ya? *ga lucu!)(yah pokoknya sok pamer gitu deh*berasa cantik)

9. buat cowok..tiap hari kerjaannya cari musuh(ribut) mulu sama temen temen cowoknya yg lain *biar dianggep keren gituw*

10. di friendster.. bagi yang cewek di ff ( featured friend ) nya majang cowok cowok ganteng semua *meski ga kenal,biar dianggep cantik & gaull* kalo yg cowok ya majang ffnya cewek semua*walau ga kenal* biar dikata cowok ganteng.

11. T U L I S A N
-SMS : cms, mx
-ini : nui
-malam : malmbh
- iya : ia, ea, iakhh
- kamu: kamuh,kammo,kamoh,kamuwh,kamyu,qamu,etc
- aku : akyu,aq,akko,akkoh,aquwh,etc
- maaf: mu'uph,muphs,maav,etc
- sorry: cowyie,cory,tory(?), etc
- add : ett,etths,aad,edd,etc
- for : vo,fur(zz),pols,etc
- lagi : agi,agy
- makan: mums,mu'umhs,etc
- lucu : lutchuw,uchul,luthu,etc
- siapa: cppa,cp,ciuppu,siappva,etc
- apa : uppu,apva,aps,etc
- narsis: narciezt,narciest,etc
- tulisannya gede kecil dan pake angka (idihh)
-rumah : hum, humz, umz,
&&& masih bnyak lagi!

12. suka ngirim bulbo ga jelas di YM, FS atau FB :"akko onlenndh dcnniih" ato "ayokk perang cummendh cmma saiia" etc (paling parah lagi kalo ngirim bulbo dengan judul "********" tapi isinya kosong!) ih kampret bner dah tu orang orang alay.

13. menganggap dirinya eksis di friendster atau Facebook atau Mulktiply (kalo comments banyak itu berarti anak gaul jadi lomba banyak-banyakan comment) *please deh ga bgt! emang kenapa coba kalo commentnya banyak?dapet rekor muri ya? ga penting bgt deh..

14. kalo ada org yg cuman view profil kita , kita bilang gini : "hey cuman view nih?" ato "heey jgn cuman view doang,add dong! (kalo emang segitu pentingnya orang nge-ADD buat kita..kenapa kita ga nge-ADD dia waktu kita mau ngasih testi?)

15. friendster dipenuhi glitter-glitter norak yang pastinya bisa ngerusak retina mata zz

16. nama friendster mengagung -agungkan diri sendiri,seperti : pRinceSs cuTez,sHa luccU,tIkka cAntieqq,etc. (pede bgt sih?)

17. kata /singkatan selalu diakhiri huruf z/s (cth : nama adalah talitra,dbuat jadi : talz. nama adalah niken,dibuat jadi qens..dsb!)

18. foto di friendster bisa nyampe 300 lebih padahal cuman foto DIRINYA SENDIRI

19. diam diam mengidolakan : kangen band,st12,radja,ato bahkan GARNET BAND

20. suka menghina orang lain yang ga sama kaya dia.

21. suka menambahkan huruf di akhir kata² nya
-sangat : sangadth
-kangen : kangent

22. Para penggemar PEEWEE GASKINS ( Party DORK ) klo gw mah dork itu kata kunci buat di google...hahha
Untuk alasannya silahkan baca sendiri di group FB Anti PeeWee gaskins

23. Tulisan kayak cinca lawra
jd kamyu alay bukan, kalo aqyu iyhah ...

Terms
emo = emosi
Putu putu narziz = photo photo narsis..
lebay = suka melebih lebihkan
ALAY = sebutan / bhs gaul ABC yg termasuk di 12 katagori tsb
ABC = Anak Bau Chiki (komunitas ini biasa nya peralihan menuju ABG)

ciyuuu... (see you...)
bruakakakakkaka...

Source : google.co.id ( dengan sedikit tambahan biar nyelekit )

Me and My Brother :)





Ada kata kata yang mencium kita .
Seolah olah memiliki mulut .
Kata kata cinta , harapan , cinta yg besar , harapan yang gila .

Kata kata telanjang yang kau cium saat malam kehilangan wajahnya .
Kata kata yang saling menolak pada dinding dinding kesedihanmu .



Okay , there .
I no have mood for blogging yesterday .
Many problems and so busy for school .
Homeworks , exam make my life progressively boring .

I can’t denying again .
Now I am so tired for all of this ways .
No one can understanding me anymore !

Feels like wanna die .
We came into the world just for waiting the death .
Alive is dont have any mean .
They came and go .
We dont have any reason to hate the death .
Because all of us will had it .
So the reason I am still alive is what ?

When I am down , feeling deeping sad .
Come one boys in my heart , my life .
Name is Endro Swedy , I meet him in facebook .
Now he was become my Brother , my lovely brother .

He was my hero’s who always protect me .
I can feel how deep he’s loves .
Gosh , if you now bro how much my love for you .


Jarak terjauh di dunia ini bukan lah karena seorang seseorang berdiri di hadapanmu melainkan karna 2 orang yang saling mencintai tapi tak bisa untuk bersama
Miss him-

Monday, August 24, 2009

True Love .

my friend Dame Ria Olivia .
has post one note in her facebook .


i love him. .
thats the words. .
i just can say..
for everything. .
i just want he will be happy. .
with his life. .
i just wanna be a part of his successfull. .
his happiness. .
i do. .
i want to make him relax from all of his activity. .
i want. .
begging his heart. .
i do love him. .
with my whole life. .
whole heart. .
and whole i have. .
a. .
dont ever leave me. .
just need you to breath. .


i am so speecheless when i see her love for her bebs .
:)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Boring ..




Hello friends and foe (:
Have a nice day yaa .

I had many homeworks .
But I no have desire for do it .
Sooooo lazy .


Okay , the things that makes me happy is when my dad come back from Brunei and give me an rubber bangle plus my mom make a black forest cake with black cherry chocolate and ice cream for topping .
All out that is nothing .
Ckck .


He hit me by a feeling scared !
I hate when he behaving like that .

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Soooooo Sleepy ):





Holidayyyyyyyyyyy !!
Horraayyy . Viva holiday ! ;p

19 – 22 is time to holidayyy .
But I still have homeworks and koor in church .
Ckck I will try to have fun . Huhu .



Today I’ve take my –ijazah-
Hehe , happy happy
:D


I don’t know why but I am so tired and sleepy .
Wanna take a rest .
See ya all (:

Monday, August 17, 2009

Happy Indenpendece Days All :)





Untuk apa aku bertemu dia bila akhirnya terpisah ?



Perhaps I will begin with say ,
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY (:
Keep your struggle for our future .

Pada ikutan lomba gak nih ?
:P


Two days ago , my school had much competition .
One of kind is cooking !
Aku sih gak ikutan , masak aja gak bisa .
Jadi bantu rusuh sama doa aja .

After that me , Shanty , Abi , Juni , Mia , Sissy go to Hogla’s house .
We had much fun together .
Hogla have one little brother , name is David Joe Alexander .
He was so cute , small , and noisy . Hehe .


Now I am in complicated situation , and ALONE .
Why ? because now it’s just not my feeling anymore .
I’ve broke up with my bf .
Sedih ?? Pastinya .
Dia itu kan kesayangan aku .
Pengen nangis banget )):



*photo’s of my lil sist yang amat sangat narsis :D






*when Ocha come to my house (:












*cooking , playing [ akunya candid tuh ]

















Thursday, August 13, 2009

Make Me Feel ....





Semua kata rindumu semakin membuatku tak berdaya membuat rasa ingin jumpa
Percayalah padaku , akupun rindu kamu


Many problems ruin my life again .
Gosh ! I hate being like this , I hate everyone who makes me angry , I hate people who lie to me .
I am just want disappear of all this problems .
I can’t like this anymore !
My life like in shackle .

As you know , I hate my new school .
Probably I can smile laugh or pretend like I happy in that school .
But is not ! It’s just my mask .

And my big problem is him .
Everyday always continuous dissenting with me .
It’s hurts me of course , but during the time I am always try to be a patient girl .
Are he can’t see these huh ? He stared disappoint me .


Bye the way are you have same feeling with me ??
Effect Global Warming become progressively .
Soooooooooooo HOT !! in class in home anywhere everywhere .
I am soooooooo suffered .
Go Green !!


Things that I want so much :
-read the newest book of Stephany Meyer
-read Breaking Down pf Stephany Meyer
- equipments for my nails
-get out of my problems
-hang out
-watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
-watch New Moon
-shopping
-chocolate
-cut my hair
-colored my hair


Things that I miss :
-I miss when he send me a sms in the morning
-I miss when he sing a song with a guitar for me
-I miss when he told me –iloveyou- in the midnight with voice which very very slow
-I miss when he taking care of me when I am sleep
-I miss when I laugh with him

I miss everything about him . )):


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

thankies beby :D





tomorrow i'll have -ekonomi- exam .
huhu .
wish me luck guys .



* tomorrow my bebs edit my photos :D




thankssssssss :D ilysm*

Sunday, August 9, 2009

My Days and My Lovely Techer :)






I wanna tell you about my favourite teacher in my school .
As you know . I am very very doesn’t like reside in there , in school .
Because of them the only one can make me like stay in school .


1. Laoshi Rudi

He is my sport teacher , but he also teach Mandarin .
So me and my friend calling he laoshi .
He is Chinesse , white skin , tall , and very a good teacher .







2. Mr. Deddy

He is my PLH and Indonesian teacher .
He is great teacher for me .
I love him full :D

*I can’t get he’s photo :( .



Okay then , this day I am holiday .
Just one day sih . :D
But it’s enough , I hope .



Tomorrow I have Biology exam .
And until now , I doesn’t have learn for this exam . Haha .
My planning I want learn Biology in this afternoon .
(:



Stop in here I think .
Want take a bath , browsing , learn for tomorrow .
Have a great day everyone , Good Morning . (:

Sweet Song :)

because i am really addict with simpati stories .
here i share the lyrics the last season . :D




Ku Ingin Kau Tahu - Adrian Martadinata


Selama aku pergi
Ku akan mengingatmu
Tak hanya sementara
Selalu dan selalu kurindukan
Senyummu untukku di sini

Reff 1:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun ku jauh
Ku ada di hatimu
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun kau jauh
Kau tetap milikku
Selamanya

Ku bernyanyi untukmu
Untukmu yang kurindukan
Tetaplah setia menungguku
'Kan kembali

Reff 2:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun ku jauh
Kau ada di hatiku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun kau jauh
Kau tetap milikku
Selamanya

Sooo Sleepy :(





Do you know simpati advertisement ?
Simpati love stories .
Oh my , I’m like being crazy if I see that advertisement turned around.
Why ? Because I think , that advertisement very-really sweet .
Such a great advertisement, i cried almost everytime i repeated it :(

The last advertisement serial is my favorite.
Hufthh . The boy is just too romantic to be true .



Today I am with my BFF – Febri Rosa Damayanti Manalu like I tell you in prev post .
We had watch movie together , tell many stories , edit photograps , take a much photos , etc*
Ughh I miss her , no one like her in my new school .



And I don’t know why , I am so quickly tired .
Sleepy all the times . ):
I must need much take a rest .



*comitte year books , miss you all ):



*we are X-3 :) SHS



*with my BBF ( aku yang ngedit , maaf jelek :D )








Thursday, August 6, 2009

Quotes of the day . :)


The future is.... terrifying yet very exciting.


- Caroline Robianto-

love love love





hey guys !
do you have a great days ?
i hope you have . :)



then , in this day in my school .
very very flat soooo boring .
nobody can accept me as the real me .


but one thing which make impression for me is i meet my friend Febri Rosa Damayanti Manalu .
i'm sooooo miss her !! long time no see her because school . huh .
saturday we will take -ijazah- so we're can play togetherr . yeahhhh .
and sunday i've inviting her to my house , she accepted !
:D


oh , one more i think .
my big brother aa Ezha OrangBego will come to my town .
well emang bukan saudara kandung sih tapi udah aku anggap saudara kandung .
sayanggggg bangetttt !



* my lovely pets :)










* with my BestFriendForever , Ocha :)









my love for you is not just a while