Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Quick Update

This morning my heart said : “ I wanna blogging so much ! ”
So I’m blogging now :D

Hi people
Good morning and have a nice day yaa (:

Just quick update .
Tonight I will have garden party for celebrate New Year 2010 .
And what do you do at this night guys ?

Oh gosh , I will pass 2009 .
Really quickly I think . lols .
Many occurence that happen in 2009 .
Now I hopes 2010 my life will get better (:

Your Eyes Don't Lie

Your Eyes Don't Lie - DAvid Archuleta

I saw you yesterday,
It's been a while
You tried but failed
At holdin' back your smile right then
It's not over yet, I knew, for you

(You see)
I couldn't sleep
I thought of nothin' else
I needed help
Everyone was tellin' me
You were movin' on with someone else
But what we had was so special
People can be jealous, oh
I had to see it for myself

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie

I know I hurt ya,
I know you are hurtin' still (mmm, yeah)
But I'll make it up to you
Yeah, baby, I will
'Cause what we had was so special
You know we can't give it up
Now that I'ma lookin' at you I can see

I can see it in your eyes (your eyes)
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way (there is no way) the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie
And they never will, girl

Oh, now that I know
We were apart but your heart never let go
So thank you for showin' me with one look
What used to be, and still is, a possibility

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie
Your eyes don't lie

Sunday, December 27, 2009


" Youniverse "
because you're full of stars and planets
I've lost in you and I like it
- @twiquotations –

Another lonely day for me .
Imagine myself on a boat. Imagine myself on a ship.
I sail along the sea, watch the sun rises and sets.
See the unlimited horizon and playful waves.
Feel the ocean breeze touching my soft skin, I might feel young and rejuvenated.
Watch the sailors as they dance happily, jumping around with rhythm, lovely laughter and joy shared together.
My life feels blue these days, I want the green touch my heart and make me feel better.

Just stay here with me , just give me a chance
And all that I need is you babe , just you .
You know I was dying when you told me that I'm not yours anymore .
You know I was dying when you told me you're just playing and fooling around with me .

Oh God , I am really no want feel so blue like this .
So come on Cind , keep your spirit on ! Yeaayyy :D
Bored holiday ! Huft .
Just wait garden party at new year night .
Bye the way , 2010 is coming guys .
So many my hopes in 2009 which not to be true .
And I wanna say , thanks guys who makes me smile in this year (:

*note : baby,I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me. I've been loving you since I first met you.You are my prince and my superman . Though I don't always say this to you, I wanted you to know that I love you so much and I can't afford to let you go, I miss you every second of my life .I will always remember how sweet you are and how every time my phone rang and I heard your sweet voice I would smile and I was happy from that point
I want to be with you and hold you. its nice to look at the stars at night with you holding my hands . the times you wiped my tears and being my man when I walk into the rush

thanks , really thanks for makes my life full of colour

at the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. and sure, sometimes close can be too close. but sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need

Okay hello guys .
Hows your holiday so far ?
Hopes sounds great (:

Probably this post I will dedicated for my ex boyfriends .
Because of them , my years full of sad or happy stories .

kini aku tak lagi berduka , waktu mengajarkan aku pasrah
namun masih tersisa bayanganmu di hati
kau yang dulu sungguh terlalu menukar cinta dengan derita
ingatkah engkau padaku , yang dulu menatap pergimu dengan penuh duka
ingatkah engkau padaku , yang pernah mencoba menahanmu dengan air mata
kini aku tak lagi mencinta , waktu mengajarkan aku lupa
namun masih tersisa sepenggal kenangan indah tentang dirimu yang ku cinta
ingatkah engkau pada aku , tempatmu bersandar dan bercerita tentang cinta

Ok guys , first I’m so sorry if I had many fault , makes you mad or ruin your life with me attending your life , patient with what all I doing .
And really sorry if I breaking your heart .
Second , I’m so thankfull with you all which always besides me when I need someone , when I’m down .
Even though you have hurts me , breaking my heart , makes me cry .
You all have ever been in my heart (:
Thanks because you makes me smile during the year .
, Queenabella

Rindu Setengah Mati , sama kamu sayang :(

D’Masiv feat. Kevin Aprilio – Rindu Setengah Mati

aku ingin engkau ada di sini
menemaniku saat sepi
menemaniku saat gundah
berat hidup ini tanpa dirimu
ku hanya mencintai kamu
ku hanya memiliki kamu

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu setengah mati

meski tlah lama kita tak bertemu
ku selalu memimpikan kamu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

repeat reff

aku rindu setengah mati

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu

Saturday, December 26, 2009


Our story has 3 parts: a beginning; middle; and an end. And even though this is how most stories unfold, I still can’t believe ours didn’t go on forever.

sorry for being a bad friend, not updating my blog for weeks.
just wish you have a great Christmas guys (:

i always remember every moment when i'm with you , when you told me -iloveyou- , the sentence is still saved in my heart
I love everything about you, except the fact that you're not mine
Silly , Christmas isn’t Christmas without you

I really don’t understand what is happening with you .
Boy I am a normal girls. I have a heart too just like you .
You really tore my heart apart .
Then what should I do ? It’s just doesn’t seem fair ! Why you did this all to me ? WHY ?
Do you know how much it hurts when the one you love just ignoring you all the times ? :(
Okay then if this is what you want me to do , then for the next time I will just ignore you and pretend like you are nothing to me . I am so done with you.
I took a deep breath and let it go

Kini ku hanya ingin lupakan semua , mengenangmu menyesakkan jiwa .
Kan ku hapus air mata , hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka .

a little words from Taylor Swift:
''When you’re a little girl, you believe in fairytales. And you say you're going to find the Prince Charming and
 he’s going to be everything you want him to be. In fairytales, the bad guy is easy to spot. He’s
 always wearing a black cape. Then you grow up. You find out that Prince Charming isn’t as easy to 
find as you thought. The bad guy, isn’t wearing a 
black cape. He’s really cute and he makes you laugh."

gak guna

50 things about me

1. Apa makanan kesukaanmu?

2. Apa minuman kesukaanmu?
frapucino chocolate starbucks

3. Binatang apa yang paling kamu suka?
gasuka apapa

4. 3 jenis kucing apa yang paling kamu suka?
gasuka bgt sama kucing

5. apa tempat favorit kamu?
my room

6. 5 mall apa yang kamu suka?
boker , margo , pim , taman anggrek , moi

7. 5 mall apa yang paling ngga kamu suka?

8. siapa orang yang paling kamu sayang?

9. 5 hal yang paling kamu benci.
sakit hati , sakit pinggang , nangis , di bohongin , di kerjain

10. 5 hal yang paling kamu suka?
punya pacar , di peluk , di sayang , maen bb , tidur

11. kamu paling suka kalau diapain orang dan apa alasannya?
dipeluk karna gue mau di sayang

12. kamu paling ngga suka kalau diapain orang dan apa alasannya?
di maenin , gue benci sakit hati gue udah bosen !!

13. lagu apa yang paling kamu suka sekarang?
one more time – laura p

14. kalau kamu mau beli dress untuk acara yang ngga terlalu formal,
kamu suka beli dimana?

15. kalau untuk acara formal seperti acara mtv music award?

16. 5 merek yang paling kamu suka
juice couture , Gucci , channel , zara , rip curl

17. alat musik yang paling kamu suka.
gitar , apalagi dia yg maenin

18. kamu mau bisa belajar bahasa apa?
gamau belajar

19. apa kata dalam bahasa inggris yang paling kamu suka?

20. siapa first love kamu?
should I mention here?

21. warna kesukaan kamu?

22. benda kesukaan kamu?
my blackberry

23. pelajaran favorit kamu?

24. apa yang kamu lakukan kalo kamu lagi sedih banget?

25. apa hal yang paling kamu pengen?
punya pacar

26. kalau kamu tersesat di hutan, apa yang kamu lakukan?
kalang kabut

27. suatu hari kamu jalan sama teman yang kamu suka, (belum pacaran lho) terus tiba-tiba dia cium kamu di bibir, apa yang kamu lakukan?

28. eskrim kesukaan kamu?
Haagen dags

29. kalo kamu dapat beasiswa ke Harvard?

30. udah first kiss?

31. 5 binatang yang paling kamu benci.
semua binatang gue benci

32. barang yang lagi kamu pengen

33. lagi pingin ketemu siapa?

34. kue yang paling kamu suka?

35. penyanyi perempuan favorit?

36. penyanyi pria favorit?

37. kartun kesukaan kamu?

38. alat make up yang paling kamu suka?
lip gloss

39. distro yang paling kamu suka?
gapernah ke distro

40. bistro yang paling kamu suka?
mana aja

41. jenis keju yang paling kamu suka?
keju yang enak

42. benda terakhir yang kamu sentuh?

43. orang terakhir yang kamu temui?

44. your crush?
ada deh

45. restoran favorit?

46. kalau kamu ketemu actress/actor kesukaan kamu?
gue tangkep + bawa pulang

47. kalo kamu dikasih perusahaan ripcurl apa yang kamu lakukan?
gak di apapain

48. apa yang membuat kamu paling kecewa?

49. menurutmu, apa kelebihanmu?
edit photograps , computer

50. siapa di sekolahmu yang kamu anggap paling cantik/ganteng?
paling ganteng ? ya mantan gue lah WELLYRADIUS

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Cinema ? I'm coming babe

Good Morning
Have a great day anyone (:

This day I will going to cinema for watching perhaps two films .
With my uncle , then I can’t meet him though he want go to my house .
I’m so sorry but my uncle can’t accompany me again except this day .
So I accept my uncle invitation .

Nathania and Sari invite me for come to Lydia’s house .
Juni invite me for come to Priscilla’s house .
Waw , for this day I had many invitation yaa :P
But sorry again I can’t come .

Okay babe , my mom said I can use my card (: (: yeaaayyyy .

Ah , stop here I think .
Want browsing :D after that take a bath then going to the cinema .

Saturday, December 19, 2009

tears please go away and stay away from me

Perempuan cantik ,
Melukis kekuatan melalui proses kehidupan.
Bersabar saat tertekan .
Tersenyum saat hati menangis .
Diam saat terhina .
Mempesona karna memaafkan .

Perempuan cantik ,
Mengasihi tanpa pamrih .
Bertambah kuat di dalam doa dan pengharapan .

Okay , welcoming my holiday .
Of course in fact I want no more tears .
I’m really want reach my happiness .
Too much tired about this feeling .
But what can I do huh ?

Every day every night I’m missing you so bad .
Always waiting you like crazy .
But what I have now ? You no want me anymore :’)
It’s so hurts me if you know .
Life must go on , with or without him .
Now I have no energy for hates you .
I’m still loving you , even it’s hurts .

Huft .
Come on !!
Mana gue yang dulu ?
Always smiling , menghadapi apapun dengan senyum .
Gak pernah merana kaya gini .
I miss that time so bad .
Sedih terus menerus , cuma itu yang gue lakuin sekarang .
Ketawa ?? Senyum aja udah susah banget maksainnya .

Life is like a coin.
You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.
Yeah , this my fault .
:’) harus terima konsekuensinya , sakit hati yang berkepanjangan .

My days into peaces .
Gue rasa gue gak kenal gue siapa sekarang .
Gue yang selalu sedih .
Gue yang selalu nangis .
Gue yang rapuh .
Kaya gambar yang di atas , hidup gue serasa tersesat di labirin yang gak jelas jalan keluarnya dimana .

There's always a reason for everything.
Mungkin Tuhan lagi ngasih cobaan , try always patient aja deh .
Satu yang gue harapin .
Diri gue balik kaya dulu :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

tired at all

huft , i had many homeworks :(

Thursday, December 3, 2009

iloveyou :) never end babe

Annabella Chellyine Christabell Cyrene Cindy Anjani
Willhelm Edward Antoine Radius

My love for you is never end , forever till the end of time .
My love won’t change , just you who always in my mind .

Hello friends and foe (:
Have a nice day ?
I hopes you have guys .

Today I’m still school like usually .
No math for today .
And I have photoshoot’s with my class .
Oh gosh I forget studying for exam .
Huft wanna start studying after I’m browsing of course . Hha .

If you wanna contact me :
Twitter , Facebook , Tumblr , Hi5 , Tagged , Yahoo Msg , Msn , GTalk
Ask me* please (:

See ya all

*my class X-3

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

Aku Sayang Kamu

Aku takkan pernah mampu untuk berjanji
Menemani harimu hingga esok hari
Tapi jika kamu terima, biarkan aku mencintaimu
Hari ini saja dengan semua cinta yang kupunya
Aku bukanlah pengabulan dari doamu
di malam saat bintang jatuh
Tapi jika kamu mau , aku dapat menjadi bintang
yang menerangi keindahanmu setiap malam
Aku takkan s’lalu bisa membahagiakan hati
Tak luput salah, mungkin ku juga menyakiti
Tapi jika kamu ikhlas, cintaku takkan berbatas
Meski terkadang sakitimu, itu aku khilaf

ツ lalalala


I thought this would be the end of my life
When you told me you're no longer in love with me
I thought (the) sun will never rise again
When you told me everything was over

You make me feel like I was the only girl that you adore
And gave me the sweetest kisses
You showed me how to love unselfishly
And even though there's no love left for me
I just want you to know that I'm missing you

Cause my world is full with you
And my world is full with you

And even though we're not together once again
And I found emptiness living without you
It feel so hard to let you go

Cause my world is full with you
And my world is full with you

Yeah , that’s right my life so perfect because I have you babe .
Just you babe , just my Willhelm Edward (:

I never felt like this before
Between us there is something more
You gave me love that's true
I know now my heart beats for you
I feell you in the wind
The rain and the sun
And all my burdens gone
I won't let you go
Never let you go

Everyday , everytime , everywhere I love you more
I do really love you
Realy really love you

Hello guys , how are you ?
I’m really good , I hopes you too .

Then why I can really good ?
Because my babe of course , Willhelm Edward .
Progressively loves him more and more .

Next week I will have Final Exam .
Huft , must study hard .
It’s so boring things .

Emmh , formerly one people said to me :

jangan liat orang yang bahagia jangan liat rumah mewah lu kudu liat orang yang sekarat ,disana lu bisa liat hidup lu indah liat orang yang lebih parah hidupnya dari disana lu bisa liat hidup lu lebih indah lu harus liat kuburan, disana lu baru berasa hidup lu lebih berguna untuk lu n orang lain maknai dlu 'apa hidup?' karena sesungguhnya 'hidup' adalah sebuah kekalahan, maka kita tinggal 'menjalani' saja, kenapa harus ribut2 dengan motivasi, karena apapun yang 'didapat' dlam hidup sebenarnya juga sebuah 'kepercumaan' ayolah 'jalani' saja dengan 'salah-benar' sebagai kendali

:| no one words can go out from my lips .
Speechless ? Yes I do !
Then now I do belive in karma , karma do exist !