Monday, November 29, 2010

ready I'm ready



will be right back after the exams is OVER 

Saturday, November 27, 2010

BYE :)

I am starting to MOVING ON
You hurts my heart again and again .
Why ??
Now my heart can’t accept anymore . It’s too SICK .


*when my school celebrating teachers day :D

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I need to learn , I can't stand by myselves .
Alone and lonely .
That'll never happen .
I need someone as my companion, friends, family, even strangers.
That's how life works .

These days , I've been busy with assignment .
Wish me luck guys , I have no strength and energy to carry on , but I still have to do it anyway .

May these inspiring you , fellas :)

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

- My Wish by Rascal Flatts

And Happy Eid Mubarak for my Muslim friends :)
Have a Blessed day

I Miss You :")


I can’t talk much
I do not know what happened to my own

Don't you know ?
How do I need you so much
How do I cannot breath without you inside of my head
How do I miss you , I want you , I hope that you always there for me when I'm on the edge of the sadness

in every hour , in every minute , in every second , in every time in my life , I always thinking about you .

This only small piece of my thought about you ,
That always "you" in every word that I wrote ,
That always "you" in every sentence that I said ,
How can i show you that I'm really love you ?

I always need you in my life , I want you to be my steps for I take the chance .
I want you to be the one who's always walk beside me whenever I need someone to be my place for go home , and I want you always to be someone who's always protect me from my fear .

Are my hopes so hard for being true ?
I just want you , no one can change your place .
In the deepest part of my heart  , I just want you to know that I can't live without you  .

Sunday, November 7, 2010

I'm more than that

Everyone always talk about my style , my activity , my hobby even my daily-studying .
Like those leaves stick with their branches , whenever i'm apart , I'll lose my life and turn into dust .
The wind will blow me away , to a new place where people don't care and look at me with disgust face .
But you know what ? I'm more than that .
I know I could do better , that's when I could resurrect myself , bring my soul back into life .
Be the new bud that will grow into some beautiful plant.

Trends come and go . Time moves forward . The world keeps on developing . Everything changes . What is there to keep , is our identity , our values , our stand .
Never let anything or anyone change who you truly are and what you believe in .
Be yourself . 100% original .

Enormous wave of feeling kept on hitting the cliff of my heart .
Little by little , time by time , it wrecks and gone.
The deeper the pit, the deeper my heart is hurt , but i don't mind , as long as you are with me. Altogether throughout sadness and sickness.

Beby , I feel you in my veins .
Whenever you are , up in the sky or down in the ocean .
I belong to you ,
Willhelm Edward Antoine Radius .

Bye the way , my Boo :)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

my BLOG is BACK !!!

I miss blogging-activity so much .
So here I am . I’m back :)

It’s been long time since the last post .
TOO MANY occurence that happens in my life .
I wanna share it all for sure , but i don’t know how .
Maybe one by one .

My mid terms score is GOOD .
Thank you Jesus Christ for Your help and miracle .
I’m so happy when I see my score and I’ve got rank .
No words can describe how much I thankfull for Jesus .

Then my daily school is like usually .
Study and study , do my assigments paper and homeworks .
I make artwork for Geography about Saving World .
And my teacher said it’s so beautifull . Oh I’m so happy then :)
I will share it .
Yeah I do love studying , but I hate school like hell .
I dunno why I hate school , because in my first year in Senior High I’m very excited for going to school .
Ah too lazy think about it anymore :’(

I’m visited Santika Hotel in Botani Square , I’m stayed there 2 days .
I watching Eat Pray Love in XXI Botani .
Great movie !!

My love-life .
I can’t lie, I love Willhelm Edward Antoine Radius .
I love him too much , too deep .
So if he hurts me , it would hurts me more deep too .

look at us, running around, always rushed, always late. guess that's why they call it the human race. but sometimes, it slows down just enough for all the pieces to fall into place. fate works its magic, and you're connected. every once in a while amid all the randomness, something unexpected happens and it pushes us all forward. and the truth is, what i'm starting to think, what i'm starting to feel, is that maybe the human race isn't a race after all.

Hello beby, I missed you .
How about you then ?? Miss me ??
Yesterday I just saw your notes book , it’s been we’re in X-3 class .
You know beby I miss that time, I miss that memories .
Today I’m angry with you, but you can see how long I can angry with you ??
It’s hard for me to angry with you , because I love you .
Beby , if you know that I love you .
Please don’t hurts me anymore , I’m tired being sick and lonely :’(



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