Saturday, March 26, 2011

Love Hangover

wondering what you guys are doing on this Saturday night .                                     
me just laying on my bed watchin' Dream High or reading The Necromancer .
I would be so jealous if you just go out with your date .

much much happened to me lately .
some make me wanna cry , some makes me happy .
ya ya I know no one no have any problems in this world .
so I just  try to think that my problems no greater than peoples problems .

okay I don't know what I supposed to do .
I'm in love drunk , love hangover .
someone who I love the most but hurting me the most .
gimme the solution can't you ??

hmm i'm not in the mood .
be right back later :)                                                                                                           


Found this quiz .. useless ?? hihi

TEN things about yourself:
  1. too love my shoes & dress
  2. shopping is best medicine when broken heart
  3. i can't watch horror movies
  4. enjoying writing this blog
  5. drop tears when i feels my heart is too sick
  6. hate a liar
  7. jealousy girl
  8. gadget addicited
  9. twitter freaks
  10. love about Korean pop
NINE of your favourite songs:
  1. like a G6 - far east movement
  2. just the way you are - bruno mars
  3. superwoman - alicia keys
  4. so sorry - brian mc knight
  5. airoplanes - bob eminem hayley williams
  6. pyramid - charice
  7. my lips like sugar - florida
  8. riding solo - jason derulo
  9. tell me where it hurts - MYMP
EIGHT things you love/like:
  1. shoes & heels
  2. dress
  3. blackberry
  4. books
  5. history & accountancy books
  6. bed pillow bolstrers
  7. cinema
  8. body butter and lip gloss
SEVEN people you’re glad to have in your life:
  1. Jesus Christ
  2. mom
  3. dad
  4. lil sist
  5. boyfriend
  6. bestfriend
  7. big family
SIX things you dislike:
  1. people who always talk bad about me , but after that be my copycat
  2. when my Aphrodite is lowbatt or broken even a little
  3. my weight and height
  4. silly teacher
  5. when i have no time for sleep
  6. ruin my day with theirs bad attitude
FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
  1. i do love you
  2. i hate when you ask my friend to hate me too . grr
  3. i wanna be like you
  4. i want that SLR too
  5. can you forgive me ?
FOUR ways to win your heart:
  1. love me so much, accept my moody cloud
  2. not a liar
  3. loyalty to me
  4. never make me mad
THREE things you’ll most likely never forget:
  1. some beautiful moments
  2. his smell his kiss his hug
  3. when i break into pieces
TWO things you do everyday:
  1. live my life
  2. holding Aphrodite anywhere everywhere 
ONE confession:
  1. i'm so into you , love :*

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Timeless Lately

Boo! Hello fellas 
what's going on lately ??

first , me so thankful to Jesus Christ for my Mid-Raport :)
no words can describe how happy I am .
my efforts are not furtile just because of Him :)
thankyou God ..

second , shopping shopping always make me so fun .
bought Baskin , shoes and all stuff that I want  .
washing my eyes and opened my mind .

third , yesterday 2PM was here in Jakarta they comin' by Blackberry .
my bestie Lydia Lee and Nathania have watchin the concert .
kyaaaa~  I'm envy for sure they seeing my Jun2daKay as Junsu :"(

fourth , me more in love with my fiance .
why ? it's simple when I'm in his house I watchin drama korean .
and I ask him to accompany me watchin' that drama , and ....
yes !!! he accompanying me even though he DISLIKE all about Korean .
whoaaa I do love you more deeply my Welly Radius :*

- R . A . N . D . . M -

They Say

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Spirit Needed

now ..
nothing to do at home 
not going to school 
no have deadline to do

okay I have paper which I should do . But so lazzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy :'(
can i find my spirit back ??

Monday, March 14, 2011

Mellifluous Blue

wish she can say "i don't think two people could have been happier than we've been" to others ♥

yeah, it's my facebook status now.
and I said that for sure.
I really hope I can said that words.
please :(

btw, my day so boring.
and I've destroyed my planning that today I shud' doing my paper.
okayokay. I'm such a bad student.

*note :
my deepest condolence to the people of Japan,
 particularly those who lost their loved ones in the earthquake and tsunami

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Dulcet Symphony

hello people ,
me back here . 
i'm still sick and i started to hate my self :(

it's funny how we always have our own imagination of our future, but the paths were just broken into pieces. there's only a path left, and we ain't have choice. sometimes, when the dreams just couldn't fade away, like we've drawn it to our mind and our hearts, it's just simply no place left for the reality. we're walking on that path while still hoping that it's still a path to our dream future, yet it's just blur on forward because the path is longer. and it's funny i kept typing 'we', because i'm wishing i am not the only one that feel this feeling.

it's funny how dad and mum used to give us a lot of advices but we simply didn't obey them, and now we wish we would have been. it's funny how you don't know what to do, and how hard you wish God could answer your questions. it's funny how a bestfriend is the one that loved to destroy you.

it's funny when you keep typing your feeling for a million times, but you couldn't say it even for once.

it's funny how you could never ever feel the same feeling to the only exception. it's so funny i kept typing like everything above are funny when they're absolutely not funny at all.

and it's fair to have a dream, and keep believing that this is the path to our dream as well, just need to be patient.

for sure, i'm scared to dreaming about my future.
how it's gonna be ?? 
but overall me still have Jesus :)

when i looked that pictures, i;m think about my love life again and again.
how could it be . why all turn out in this way ??

well, this is like a dulcet symphony that explodes from my heart.
 i was one in love so deep, but this time, i fell in love even deeper.
 this makes me wonder, am i gonna survive if it had to end in someway?
 well, perhaps, nothing much i could do but to try my hardest. 
but i got this big hunch, we'll just last for a long time.

make it happen.
prove it to people that we can be together for most of the time ;)
til death seperate us, perhaps? why not

ok i'm lying if i said that i'm not scared.
i'm scared i break into pieces :(

Saturday, March 12, 2011


me back after a long time :D

so , i should feel extremely happy because MID TERMS is OVER 
i've do that terms with all my heart , so please give me Your miracle Jesus 

but i cant feel happy   because i'm sick!!
hiks . too sick . my body is really bad .

will be back soon :D