little bit of hope

God . 

I know You were here .

I know You never leave .

I know You never sleep .

God .

please give me strength . I'm tired being broken .

Splendid Lighters

my life is so dark 

I need air , freedom and someone who can give my life Splendid Lighters 

okay , I'm in Ramadhan holiday . not much I can say here , I'm just feeling so upset . Please make me feel comfort for a while ...

two days ago I have gathering with my babes 

and here they are ...

and this is my favorite cookies ever 

I'm feeling so blue if I like this .

okay my life it's not just about you !!

my family , school even my book is my life too .

but why I cant go away from you ?? :"(

Flown Away

heihooo guys !

watch out I'm here again :D

lately , I'm not in the mood for living my life .

my soul was flown away to the highest sky .

I can't do my assg , homeworks , and anything good .

I am so frustated . but now time for me to wake up and share the shines :)

I went to Botani Square two days for shopping and watching Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows part II , got two heels , yummy foods , excellent dessert , and new glasses !! 

thanks a lot for my God and my parents .

I've got 100 score at accounting and 90 at religion .

hope will be like that always :) 

bless me God .

- R . A . N . D . ♥ . M -

Ngohiang , special food from Bogor .

and this food it's extremely GREAT !!

The first time watched movie with all my struggle .

too many people that want watch this movie too .

Last Thursday, when I do my group work at school . then waiting for my lil sist .

I have watched Marching Band primary school , so cool . they can be very compact , why we can't Senior High ??

My art , wayang . so ugly yeah .

Red

not much to say

Absence

sorry for the long hiatus ,

now I'm here with everything I have got here .

though I have been in a very down side of my life .

I am in school again , I am XII grade now . too much things that make my brain working hard . about subjects , college . but it's okay , I WILL FIGHTING for my Jesus , parents and everyone who loves me a lot :)

bad news , I'm school with bad healthy :( I'm sick witch make me can't focus at school .

but now it's my healing period . thanks Jesus :)

I should be at Bina Nusantara today with my school now , but because I love my boy and my boy won't come , so I don't come too . I do exciting but after all , he wasn't appreciated me .

it's okay anyway . don't think for unimportant things .

now I do have my own Passion , and I will working hard for it :)

bye the way , in last post I promise for share my Old City photo's right ??

so , here they are ...

 

Tired

olalaa hey fellas :) whats going on ??

yesterday I had best quality time with my Junior High School bestie and friends .

we went to Old City and Plaza Semanggi .

the crew :

♥ Me

♥ Nathania Devina

♥ Sari Renata Manik

♥ Merina Lydia

♥ Febri Rosa

♥ Agatha Gusanda

♥ Damiana Resya

♥ Renhard Halomoan

♥ Tommy Setiawan

we hunting photos and chillin out in Plangi .

duriing that photo session I am using 7cm heels .

whoaa I am tired like hell , till now I am still tired .

tomorrow I will take my photos and will share it in here :)

nye the way , next Monday I will back to school .

wish me luck :D

Rebound Story

HOLLA 

I'm so missing bloggie so much , because my keyboard space was broken I can't easily writing .

but today I have the new one , ultra -flat keyboard .

yipeeeyyyy 

so , how about your holiday guys ?

emm . for me is ... holiSHITday :(

I'm just doing nothing at home , watching korean dramas , shopping , playing with bestie , course , go out with boyfriend .

but yeah every I go out I have many many story :)

One weeks to go , I come back to school routine plus two course and many activity for National Examination .

gawd when I am thinking about it I'm successfully depressed .

and again i just have to be patient .

Friday, 31 June I had lunch Korean foods like tokpokki , jeon , gimbab and Japanese food at Takigawa plus Baskin Robbins half gallons for homeey .

wonderfull taste I have got in Takigawa :) sorry for the bad pics , because inside Takigawa is dark .

 today . 5 July 2011 is my 22 months anniversary .

relationship based my own way and his patient .

but , when he leave , I just feel lost .

I do too much in love with him , no offence he hurts me the most , but I dunno why I can forgive him again and again .

for fact , when he broke my heart I just cant stop loving him .

iloveyou so much my babybeeboo . 

 - R . A . N . D . <3 . M -