Red

not much to say

Absence

sorry for the long hiatus ,

now I'm here with everything I have got here .

though I have been in a very down side of my life .

I am in school again , I am XII grade now . too much things that make my brain working hard . about subjects , college . but it's okay , I WILL FIGHTING for my Jesus , parents and everyone who loves me a lot :)

bad news , I'm school with bad healthy :( I'm sick witch make me can't focus at school .

but now it's my healing period . thanks Jesus :)

I should be at Bina Nusantara today with my school now , but because I love my boy and my boy won't come , so I don't come too . I do exciting but after all , he wasn't appreciated me .

it's okay anyway . don't think for unimportant things .

now I do have my own Passion , and I will working hard for it :)

bye the way , in last post I promise for share my Old City photo's right ??

so , here they are ...

 

Tired

olalaa hey fellas :) whats going on ??

yesterday I had best quality time with my Junior High School bestie and friends .

we went to Old City and Plaza Semanggi .

the crew :

♥ Me

♥ Nathania Devina

♥ Sari Renata Manik

♥ Merina Lydia

♥ Febri Rosa

♥ Agatha Gusanda

♥ Damiana Resya

♥ Renhard Halomoan

♥ Tommy Setiawan

we hunting photos and chillin out in Plangi .

duriing that photo session I am using 7cm heels .

whoaa I am tired like hell , till now I am still tired .

tomorrow I will take my photos and will share it in here :)

nye the way , next Monday I will back to school .

wish me luck :D

Rebound Story

HOLLA 

I'm so missing bloggie so much , because my keyboard space was broken I can't easily writing .

but today I have the new one , ultra -flat keyboard .

yipeeeyyyy 

so , how about your holiday guys ?

emm . for me is ... holiSHITday :(

I'm just doing nothing at home , watching korean dramas , shopping , playing with bestie , course , go out with boyfriend .

but yeah every I go out I have many many story :)

One weeks to go , I come back to school routine plus two course and many activity for National Examination .

gawd when I am thinking about it I'm successfully depressed .

and again i just have to be patient .

Friday, 31 June I had lunch Korean foods like tokpokki , jeon , gimbab and Japanese food at Takigawa plus Baskin Robbins half gallons for homeey .

wonderfull taste I have got in Takigawa :) sorry for the bad pics , because inside Takigawa is dark .

 today . 5 July 2011 is my 22 months anniversary .

relationship based my own way and his patient .

but , when he leave , I just feel lost .

I do too much in love with him , no offence he hurts me the most , but I dunno why I can forgive him again and again .

for fact , when he broke my heart I just cant stop loving him .

iloveyou so much my babybeeboo . 

 - R . A . N . D . <3 . M -

XII!

Jesus eyes is NEVER close !!!

I have realized  that statement .

Karma is really happens !!

the boy is lying me , I just crying and he is get problems .

God never left me :)

bye the way  , I am in really holiday .

I have take my raport at 18th June , and got ranking .

oh God , You are my Lord forever :)

ah , I am tired for living my life .

but I think for my future , I still have a looooong way and journey .

  

yesterday I was making pan cake , and it's so fun and delicious too:D

                              

Chellepaholic

actually , I got nothing to write .

my brain was work so hard . my heard was almost died .

but what can I do ? just live the life right ?

okay I know , no one would ever understand and care.

I am UPSET , ACHED , and BROKEN .

I don't feel like eating drinking doing anything and BREATHING .

I couldn't fall asleep .

and my hands was hurts .

the colours is blue like my feeling .

poor my body . I love every  parts of my body :(

                   

holiday will be holiSHIT .

umm . nope . I will do many this I like just because I'm SINGLE .

feel don't wanna any boy again :( I'm hurts

Chellepaholic , it is mean that I'm a holic with my own self .

so WHAT   THE    HELL

Bestie Partay

hello bloggie . here I am .

I have typing lately but my PC my broken and my post is gone .

but I will type again now .

so, what's happens ?? are you looking at the lunar eclipse yesterday ??

lols       

4th June 2011I went to my Sari Renata Manik sweet 17 partay !

and the party was so cool especially the photographer Renhard .

this is the Birthday Girl

*note : she is in Live In now :D

and the other pics

FINAL EXAMINATION

I'm in

FINAL EXAMINATION

but tomorrow is the lasy day .

wish me luck , fellas .

i'll be back with many stories baby :D

♥

♥

♥

 

experience in my life

hi, fellas .

what's going on lately ??

here I am , back after a loooong time !!

so , what should I share you guys about ??

emm . last week I have go to Yogya for study tour and live in .

with my boyfriend we walk over Malioboro Street , 12.00 PM still meet him . at the morning meet him .

really I miss that moments so much !!

I am live in at Bantul, Imogiri .there I studied much about field , karawitan and batik .

many experience I have got from there .

will share many photos guys :D

and now I'm so busy with presentation and religion paper .

ahh . anyone can help me ?? sigh

- R . A . N . D . ♥ . M -