big deal

hello October , hello my life , and hello fellas :)

thanks God , I'm still here .

sorry for the long hiatus btw . I feel my life is so heavy to be living . tomorrow I had mid terms but I not max effort , backstabber talks behind me , problems ruin my brain .

BIG DEAL :(

I never want to be like this , I know I should choose to be happy .

but soooo hard yeah .

now I'm trying to live my life with happiness .