let's counting days !!

Hey ya .

Have you counting days for Christmas Eve ??

Have you making a wish list to Santa Claus ??

Yesterday was Mother’s Day right ?

I can’t say Happy Mother’s Day , Mum .

I just can stare at her , say something that make her laugh .

I love my Mom for everything she has done for me .

I never want her to go out of my life .

I cant stand my life if there is no my Mom T.T

God , please bless my Mom and teach me how to loved her and always make her happy till the time is end .

I love you , Mom :”)

Those minutes where I am alone , just me and my bed pillow blankets .

I think .

A lot .

I think about everything , anything .

It varies from “What am I doing with my life ?” , “What are my boy doing right now?” , “Can I trust & keep his promise?” “How about my scores and my raport?”  to “Did I have homework or exam?”

The room is so silent , but my mind is so loud .

It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about , I think about .

Sometimes , I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again .

The split second before sleep is the most activate second in my life .

Its became my routine , but if I too tired I am laying down .

Then , I wake up .

Hoping the bad past was just a dream .

Unfortunately , that’s a realty , now I stand up to fix the wretch :)

Some people said

 “Life was much easier when Apple and BlackBerry were just fruits”

Really ?? I can’t say that was right or wrong .

Because I sometimes feel thats right and wrong .

Bye the way , yesterday I was wasting time with my Welly Radius .

I’m so happy , he is beside me , I can touch him whenever I want .

Watch TV , laying my head to his arms , got his big hug .

In love , there’s always a point of getting tired .

Especially when the person is untentionally making you feel worthless .

In relationship , it’s okay to fight .

It shows you care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to fix it .

It scares me ,

 How sometimes I think there is someone out there who can love you better I do .

Someone who wouldn’t easily get jealous .

Someone who could take care of you .

I’m just scared that there’s someone out there who can make you much , much happier .

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