Mid terms is over !
And tomorrow times for takes the score’s , and I’m so afraid for takes them !
Well , the reason :
• 3 lesson in 1 day
• In the middle on mid terms I had my own problems with my boyfriend
• I can’t concentration with my exam
• My feck lazy teacher so seldom come into my class
So how come I can do my 1 weeks full of exam ??
But I promise , I will study hard .
Chemistry , physics , mathematics , biology .
I should be able to !
One day , I want to be able to welcome people to my good life
or find a life that I'm truly passionate about
truth is , even though I'm moderately happy with my life and all that,
I don't think I've lived a good one quite yet. I experience good moments in life every now and then ,
but moments are just moments , no matter how good they are .
maybe I should stop trying to achieve those good moments ,
and aim for a good life instead .
I don't have a picture in my mind of what my good life's gonna feel like ,
that's theirs version of a good life , not mine .
I mean , what good is it to live a life that's not fully yours ?
"life, he realized, was much like a song. in the beginning there is a mystery, in the end there is a confirmation, but it's in the middle where all the emotions reside to make the whole thing worthwhile."
nicholas sparks
Everytime I heard news about someone's death , I almost always ended up sitting quietly on my bed , thinking about what it'd be like when the time comes to face mine .
And maybe if I hadn't write this today , it wouldn't have turned out this way .
But anyway , if I were to die tomorrow ,
I'm glad I was born without insuffiency anythings .
I'm glad I was able to taste more than many feelings .
I'm glad I went to beach , mountain , forest and the other place .
I glad there's Blackberry Messenger and Windows Live .
I'm glad I have my Blackberry and my N93i .
I’m glad I meeting the boy , Willhelm Edward !
If I were to die tomorrow,
I'm glad I took the chance to do all the things I have done.
Life , after all , is about guts and having fun while you're living it ,
Wear that towering platforms even though you know they hurt .
Go out in that quirky headpiece . Splurge on that bag you've been coveting .
Take the chance.
Follow your heart.
After all, we only live once.
Bye the way 2 weeks no blogging makes me missing my blog so much !
Latter I’ve become a Korean addict with my Korean Freak !
Korean Freak member : @queenabella (Me) , @MrsLydiaLee (LydiaLee) , @nathanikhunn (Nia) , @sarirenatamanik (Sari)
We are school at different school now , but sometimes we provide time for gathering .
We have a photoshoots , wanna share the photos in Random guys ! x)
Monday , I’m pass the time with Priscilla and Shanty Lana in Cilla’s house .
Tuesday , I’m pass the time with Mia Ayunda and Shanty Lana in rice fields .
Wednesday , I’m passing the times with Juniesther , Hogla Deborah , Mia Ayunda , Shanty Lana in Cilla’s house .
And of course we’ve take much pics in my Netbook . Share them in Random !
this is R A N D O M
And tomorrow times for takes the score’s , and I’m so afraid for takes them !
Well , the reason :
• 3 lesson in 1 day
• In the middle on mid terms I had my own problems with my boyfriend
• I can’t concentration with my exam
• My feck lazy teacher so seldom come into my class
So how come I can do my 1 weeks full of exam ??
But I promise , I will study hard .
Chemistry , physics , mathematics , biology .
I should be able to !
One day , I want to be able to welcome people to my good life
or find a life that I'm truly passionate about
truth is , even though I'm moderately happy with my life and all that,
I don't think I've lived a good one quite yet. I experience good moments in life every now and then ,
but moments are just moments , no matter how good they are .
maybe I should stop trying to achieve those good moments ,
and aim for a good life instead .
I don't have a picture in my mind of what my good life's gonna feel like ,
that's theirs version of a good life , not mine .
I mean , what good is it to live a life that's not fully yours ?
"life, he realized, was much like a song. in the beginning there is a mystery, in the end there is a confirmation, but it's in the middle where all the emotions reside to make the whole thing worthwhile."
nicholas sparks
Everytime I heard news about someone's death , I almost always ended up sitting quietly on my bed , thinking about what it'd be like when the time comes to face mine .
And maybe if I hadn't write this today , it wouldn't have turned out this way .
But anyway , if I were to die tomorrow ,
I'm glad I was born without insuffiency anythings .
I'm glad I was able to taste more than many feelings .
I'm glad I went to beach , mountain , forest and the other place .
I glad there's Blackberry Messenger and Windows Live .
I'm glad I have my Blackberry and my N93i .
I’m glad I meeting the boy , Willhelm Edward !
If I were to die tomorrow,
I'm glad I took the chance to do all the things I have done.
Life , after all , is about guts and having fun while you're living it ,
Wear that towering platforms even though you know they hurt .
Go out in that quirky headpiece . Splurge on that bag you've been coveting .
Take the chance.
Follow your heart.
After all, we only live once.
Bye the way 2 weeks no blogging makes me missing my blog so much !
Latter I’ve become a Korean addict with my Korean Freak !
Korean Freak member : @queenabella (Me) , @MrsLydiaLee (LydiaLee) , @nathanikhunn (Nia) , @sarirenatamanik (Sari)
We are school at different school now , but sometimes we provide time for gathering .
We have a photoshoots , wanna share the photos in Random guys ! x)
Monday , I’m pass the time with Priscilla and Shanty Lana in Cilla’s house .
Tuesday , I’m pass the time with Mia Ayunda and Shanty Lana in rice fields .
Wednesday , I’m passing the times with Juniesther , Hogla Deborah , Mia Ayunda , Shanty Lana in Cilla’s house .
And of course we’ve take much pics in my Netbook . Share them in Random !
this is R A N D O M
