Happy Indenpendece Days All :)

Untuk apa aku bertemu dia bila akhirnya terpisah ?



Perhaps I will begin with say ,
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY (:
Keep your struggle for our future .

Pada ikutan lomba gak nih ?
:P


Two days ago , my school had much competition .
One of kind is cooking !
Aku sih gak ikutan , masak aja gak bisa .
Jadi bantu rusuh sama doa aja .

After that me , Shanty , Abi , Juni , Mia , Sissy go to Hogla’s house .
We had much fun together .
Hogla have one little brother , name is David Joe Alexander .
He was so cute , small , and noisy . Hehe .


Now I am in complicated situation , and ALONE .
Why ? because now it’s just not my feeling anymore .
I’ve broke up with my bf .
Sedih ?? Pastinya .
Dia itu kan kesayangan aku .
Pengen nangis banget )):



*photo’s of my lil sist yang amat sangat narsis :D

*when Ocha come to my house (:

*cooking , playing [ akunya candid tuh ]

Make Me Feel ....

Semua kata rindumu semakin membuatku tak berdaya membuat rasa ingin jumpa
Percayalah padaku , akupun rindu kamu


Many problems ruin my life again .
Gosh ! I hate being like this , I hate everyone who makes me angry , I hate people who lie to me .
I am just want disappear of all this problems .
I can’t like this anymore !
My life like in shackle .

As you know , I hate my new school .
Probably I can smile laugh or pretend like I happy in that school .
But is not ! It’s just my mask .

And my big problem is him .
Everyday always continuous dissenting with me .
It’s hurts me of course , but during the time I am always try to be a patient girl .
Are he can’t see these huh ? He stared disappoint me .


Bye the way are you have same feeling with me ??
Effect Global Warming become progressively .
Soooooooooooo HOT !! in class in home anywhere everywhere .
I am soooooooo suffered .
Go Green !!


Things that I want so much :
-read the newest book of Stephany Meyer
-read Breaking Down pf Stephany Meyer
- equipments for my nails
-get out of my problems
-hang out
-watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
-watch New Moon
-shopping
-chocolate
-cut my hair
-colored my hair


Things that I miss :
-I miss when he send me a sms in the morning
-I miss when he sing a song with a guitar for me
-I miss when he told me –iloveyou- in the midnight with voice which very very slow
-I miss when he taking care of me when I am sleep
-I miss when I laugh with him

I miss everything about him . )):

thankies beby :D

tomorrow i'll have -ekonomi- exam .
huhu .
wish me luck guys .



* tomorrow my bebs edit my photos :D

thankssssssss :D ilysm*

My Days and My Lovely Techer :)

I wanna tell you about my favourite teacher in my school .
As you know . I am very very doesn’t like reside in there , in school .
Because of them the only one can make me like stay in school .


1. Laoshi Rudi

He is my sport teacher , but he also teach Mandarin .
So me and my friend calling he laoshi .
He is Chinesse , white skin , tall , and very a good teacher .







2. Mr. Deddy

He is my PLH and Indonesian teacher .
He is great teacher for me .
I love him full :D

*I can’t get he’s photo :( .



Okay then , this day I am holiday .
Just one day sih . :D
But it’s enough , I hope .



Tomorrow I have Biology exam .
And until now , I doesn’t have learn for this exam . Haha .
My planning I want learn Biology in this afternoon .
(:



Stop in here I think .
Want take a bath , browsing , learn for tomorrow .
Have a great day everyone , Good Morning . (:

Sweet Song :)

because i am really addict with simpati stories .
here i share the lyrics the last season . :D




Ku Ingin Kau Tahu - Adrian Martadinata


Selama aku pergi
Ku akan mengingatmu
Tak hanya sementara
Selalu dan selalu kurindukan
Senyummu untukku di sini

Reff 1:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun ku jauh
Ku ada di hatimu
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun kau jauh
Kau tetap milikku
Selamanya

Ku bernyanyi untukmu
Untukmu yang kurindukan
Tetaplah setia menungguku
'Kan kembali

Reff 2:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun ku jauh
Kau ada di hatiku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Meski pun kau jauh
Kau tetap milikku
Selamanya

Sooo Sleepy :(

Do you know simpati advertisement ?
Simpati love stories .
Oh my , I’m like being crazy if I see that advertisement turned around.
Why ? Because I think , that advertisement very-really sweet .
Such a great advertisement, i cried almost everytime i repeated it :(

The last advertisement serial is my favorite.
Hufthh . The boy is just too romantic to be true .



Today I am with my BFF – Febri Rosa Damayanti Manalu like I tell you in prev post .
We had watch movie together , tell many stories , edit photograps , take a much photos , etc*
Ughh I miss her , no one like her in my new school .



And I don’t know why , I am so quickly tired .
Sleepy all the times . ):
I must need much take a rest .



*comitte year books , miss you all ):



*we are X-3 :) SHS



*with my BBF ( aku yang ngedit , maaf jelek :D )

Quotes of the day . :)

The future is.... terrifying yet very exciting.

- Caroline Robianto-

love love love

hey guys !
do you have a great days ?
i hope you have . :)



then , in this day in my school .
very very flat soooo boring .
nobody can accept me as the real me .


but one thing which make impression for me is i meet my friend Febri Rosa Damayanti Manalu .
i'm sooooo miss her !! long time no see her because school . huh .
saturday we will take -ijazah- so we're can play togetherr . yeahhhh .
and sunday i've inviting her to my house , she accepted !
:D


oh , one more i think .
my big brother aa Ezha OrangBego will come to my town .
well emang bukan saudara kandung sih tapi udah aku anggap saudara kandung .
sayanggggg bangetttt !



* my lovely pets :)










* with my BestFriendForever , Ocha :)









my love for you is not just a while

I Love You FULL !!

segenap hatiku selalu memujamu
seluruh jiwa ku persembahkan untukmu
sepenuh cintaku merindukan dirimu
seutuh gejolak membakar hatiku

seperti cahaya hadirmu diduniaku
seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku

kau membuatku merasakan indahnya
jatuh cinta
indahnya dicintai
saat kau jadi milikku
oh takkan kulepaskan dirimu oh cintaku
teruslah kau bersemi di dalam lubuk hatiku



i love you baby !! sampe tumpah :D

Hey All :)

"Daun terbang karena tiupan Angin atau karena Pohon
tidak memintanya untuk tinggal?"



oh gosh , long lime no blogging .
really miss my blog :(


why i no have mood for blogging ??

first , too much busy for school and paskibraka .
second , many virus in my pc :(
third , many problems ruin my life , huhu

but i'll try to come back , hehe .
:)

sorry

no mood for blogging so much .
):

Quotes of the day

"Life's a climb, but the view is great!"

Hannah Montana the Movie

Then ? What ?

Hello there (:
Are you happy today ??


Many days ago ,
I’ve said i wish i could grow more faster and find the way out of this problem .
But now I am free and get out of that shackle .

Like I’ve said before .
I am nothing without him .
When I can’t near with him , it's just like a mask to cover my pain and loneliness that i felt this long .
Perhaps I shown you my smile , but it’s not a pure smile that come from me .

I have no time for blogging this week .
So busy for MOS .
I call it MOS , but i don't know the english word of it :D

I’ve found new friend , my old friend in elementary school , OSIS .
There’s like I have a little of happiness (:
I hope that have continuation .

Gosh ! I am so soooo tired . Need take a rest .
I need my bebs too . I want sleep with him beside me because he always take care of me .
And my feel is sooo comfortable .

Don't Cry Anymore Cindy !!

i found this note in Bang Afnan facebook .
aku di tag . hhe .
rasanya sakit baca ini , entah kenapa .
kok rasanya mirip dengan kehidupan aku ya ? ):



Aku tak pernah mengerti yang terjadi
Mengapa aku selalu menantimu
Walau aku tahu kau takkan mau
Aku yang selalu untukmu mencintaimu
Kau tak pernah berikan kesempatan
Untuk membuktikan isi hatiku


Kau tak akan pernah tahu betapa hancur hatiku
Saat kau peluk dirinya
Aku takkan rela walau kau bukan milikku

Seharusnya kau mengerti
Betapa ku mencintamu
Walau kau tak akan pernah tahu
Kan kusimpan cinta ini selamanya


Aku yang selalu untukmu mencintaimu
Kau tak pernah berikan kesempatan
Untuk membuktikan isi hatiku
Kau tak akan pernah tahu betapa hancur hatiku
Saat kau peluk dirinya
Aku takkan rela walau kau bukan milikku


Seharusnya kau mengerti
Betapa kumencintamu
Walau kau tak akan pernah tahu
Kan kusimpan cinta ini selamanya

i'll try ! but i can't . :(

Trying to live without your love
Is one long sleepless night
Let me show you boy
That I know wrong from right

Every street you walk on
I leave tear stains on the ground
Following the girl
I didnt even want around



Hello and Happy Sunday all .
Let’s start doing anything with a smile . (:


Okay , as you know or in prev post .
My heart situation or mood is bad .
I’ll try to forget and occupied my self so that I can forget him for a moment .
I am so hurts if I remember occurrence yesterday . )):


Okay , yesterday I get award from my sister .
Ka Edda (:
Thanks for the award I am so appreciate . iloveyou sist .

And now I’ve fight with my lil sist .
But I remain to share her photos .

i hate my self

Don’t hurts me more deeper again please .
Because in my deepest heart , I still love you .

Good Night and I Love My Beloved One :)

Good night all (:



For my bebs ,
Everyday , everytime , everywhere I love you more
I do really love you
Realy really love you



Tomorrow I’ll go to school for get information about MOS in Senior High School .
I hope can wake up early .
(:


And I found this pic yesterday when I am browsing .
Gosh ! so amazing-captivating .
I love BBF

Quotes of the day

love will come to you at any time and any where without notice .

-anonym-

i wish

Hello there .
Long time I’ve tried for repairing my mood which have been damaged .
Don’t wanna talk more about it , because it will hurts me again .

So , hows your life guys ?
All right or nasty ??


My life is flat tend to nasty .
I’ve many many problems , seen to be don’t want to desist .
Of course I am tired , I am just ordinary girl .
Not Wonder Woman or Cat Woman .
Please for understand that . ):



Today , I am go to school for take my dossiers .
And my yearbook .
I am as one of comitte and manuscript yearbook wait this time since long time of course .
Then , I am think this day is my unlucky day .
Many occurence happened with me today esp in school .
Make me crying in Nia embrace)):
Too much tears fall lately .
I am very wish can insensitive to anything around me .
Hufthhh .



I am reside in saturation point again .
Don’t know why I can be like this .
Very annoying .
Perhaps I am too long within doors , so boring . !



Stop stop stop .
Wanna reading Eclipse .

And as you know , I am back guys .
I am really miss my blog . (:



*my dossiers






*my yearbook

many things has ruin my mood

And I believe some things are meant to be
As sure as there is love yours is meant for me



Hello all .
Long time no have mood for blogging .
Many problems hurts me so bad .
):


Okay , yesterday I have hanging out and shopping with my family .
Monthly shopping of course .
Then , on Gramedia happened one occurrence .
My Dad offering , my Mom buy that for me .
It’s really shocking me .
All out that I am so appreciate , thanks mom and dad of course .
LY much much (:


And for people who destroyed my holiday , my days , my life ,
I hate yaa .




This for today , no want write much .
My mood for blogging not returned like initially .
I’ll continue read New Moon .
See ya .