tugas ini membunuhkuuu :((

Quick updates .
I no have much times for blogging .
So busy for my homeworks .
These homeworks killing me !

And I was having a family gathering several days ago .
To be honest I heart family gathering with Astrid Susanto’s family .
We managed to eat at Muara Karang , then we headed to Pluit Mall .

Stop stop stop !!
Must doing my homeworks .

LY all :)

shit ! kaki aku sakit bgt , keinjek api tadi .
:((


well , tomorrow i will share my own stories :) LY all

i just wanna say i ♡ you :)

i just wanna say i ♡ you :)

I’ve just take a shower .
Korean spa makes me relaks .


And hello there , how’s your holiday ?
Ah , besok udah lebaran aja and I no have to go anywhere .
Bored .

I don’t know why .
Now I am just like error girls , but not a crazy okay ?
Because , many appointment which I forgotten .
What happened to me ?? :((

Yesterday I’ve hanging out and shopping with my family .
No much things that I do in there .
Just bought an pen , canvas , brush , a pencil .
Many people burglary in my class , dunno why .

And last night my boyfriend came to my house .
Just for release his feeling to me .
It’s okay for me , because I miss him too . (:

Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir :) love WellyRadius

Sherina - Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir


Sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu
Mengajakku untuk bertahan
Di kala sedih

Sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku
Hanya untuk aku seorang
Sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
Semua bimbang tangis kesepian

Reff:
Kau buat aku bertanya
Kau buat aku mencari
Tentang rasa ini
Aku tak mengerti
Akankah sama jadinya
Bila bukan kamu
Lalu senyummu menyadarkanku
Kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku

Sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku
Tertawa sendiri di kehidupan
Yang kelam ini

Sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu
Membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti
Sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya
Semua bimbang tangis kesepian

Repeat Reff

Bila suatu saat kau harus pergi
Jangan paksa aku ‘tuk cari yang lebih baik
Karena senyummu menyadarkanku
Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku

Like Usually ..

Love Will Keep Us Alive



As you know in my pref post , yesterday I was hanging out and spent much time for doing crazy-fool-embarrassing things .
Malu ? Ya iya pasti , lanjut aja dah .
Kapan lagi bisa seneng seneng . Hahah .

But we’re hanging out without spent money even just a little .
We’re going to field , looking around in my environment , edit photographs in my house and of course take much much photos , telling many stories about us , and many more .
Happyyyyyyyyy (: I miss her .


And today I am just in home like usually .
Nothing to do , just take a rest .
Gosh ! almost oblivion , make a background for my twitter edit photographs and upload photos to Ocha’s facebook .


I miss my bebs , since many times he was told me want go to my house just for give me a big hug . lol .
Iloveyou beby :)

boring :|

I miss my blog !!
In fact , I had many times for own blog .
But sooo lazy for do that . Haha .


My own Holidays so boring , how about you guys ?
No hang out , no meet my boyfriend , no blackberrys active .
I hate this Holidays , how can I make my Holidays became a great Holidays huh ?


Just online Facebook , Twitter , Blogging , SMS , sleep , eat , take a shower .
Just do that everytimes . FLAT !


But yesterday I’ve invited my BBF Febri Rosa Damayanti Manalu to my house and she’s accepted my invitations .
Ah , finally I have friends in home .
We will spent much time for many activity .
Can’t wait anymore . Hihi . :D


*more random fact :D I love being random !

When Your Gone

Avril Lavigne - When Your Gone


I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me


bener bener pas !

welcoming my Holiday

kesungguhan cinta dan ketulusan cinta gak akan luntur hanya dengan ke egoisan semata
so please don’t ever make all of them as your reason
it’s hurts me if you know



Hello all .
Today I’ll welcoming my Holiday .

+ Enak bisa tidur sepuasnya
+ Gak belajar
+ Kelayapan bersama teman teman

- Gak ketemu Welly two weeks
- Gak bisa sama Welly
- Gak ada wangi Welly lagi

Just few hours ago I meet him in school tapi udah kangen aja .
I miss you so !


No one know my heart
I can't stop loving
Even tough it’s hurts,I keep repeating
I loved him like crazy
I gave my all
You've got me going crazy
I gave him my heart
I've lost,lost everything
No one knows what I'm feeling

Aku udah gaktau apa apa lagi .
Yang aku tau sekarang cuma aku sayang Willhelm Edward Antoine Radius ajah .
No one else , only him which I love soo much .



* my class

thanks willhelm :)

With you with you with you will you ??


La la la .
I am so happy this day .
When I remember the occurence that happened with me .





Willhelm Edward draw this in my Math book . I love it sooooo .

Days of the Days

I know I suck sometimes ,
But hey I’m not perfect
Love me for who I am please



Hello there , my friends and foe :)
Sorry , baru update lagi .
So lazy no have mood at all .

Many occurrence has happened with me .
Hufthhh , makes me happy crazy scared confused etc*.
Weird huh ? lol .


Yeah , as you know in my pref post I’ve said about my boring school time .
But now , udah gak sama lagi !
Something has give me a spirit and cheer up of me anytimes in class .
Gosh !! I’m so happyyy .


I don’t know why .
But almost everyday I was go home late .
Nongkrong di sekolah aku sampai nongkrong di sekolah orang atau di warung lah , play in my friend’s house and etc* .
Ckck .
But I loves my situation now . Likes I’m free .


The weirdest things that I have is , when I am wake up with something missing feeling .
And when I’m sleep , I can’t sleep well . Don’t know why .
It’s makes me tired .


I want hanging out with my friend’s to Dufan .
But I know too , I never can’t go out .
And I want Haagen-Dazs Ice Cream so much !!


Ah , I want desire my homeworks .
See yaa . (:

disenchanted

my Fav song , disenchanted .



My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

Loveee

Cinta itu seperti kupu-kupu. Tambah dikejar, tambah lari. Tapi kalau dibiarkan terbang, dia akan datang di saat kamu tidak mengharapkannya. Cinta dapat membuatmu bahagia tapi sering juga bikin sedih. Cinta baru berharga kalau diberikan kepada seseorang yang menghargainya. Jadi jangan terburu-buru, dan pilihlah yang terbaik.

Cinta bukan bagaimana menjadi pasangan yang "sempurna" bagi seseorang. Tapi bagaimana menemukan seseorang yang dapat membantumu menjadi dirimu sendiri. Dan karena itu kamu sempurna.

Jangan pernah bilang "I love you" kalau kamu tidak perduli. Jangan pernah membicarakan perasaan yang tidak pernah ada. Jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang kalau hal itu akan menghancurkan hatinya. Jangan pernah menatap matanya kalau semua yang kamu lakukan hanya kebohongan. Hal paling kejam yang seseorang lakukan kepada orang lain adalah membiarkannya jatuh cinta, sementara kamu tidak berniat untuk menangkapnya...

Cinta bukan, "Ini salah kamu", tapi "Ma'afkan aku". Bukan "Kamu di mana sih?", tapi "Aku disini". Bukan "Gimana sih kamu?", tapi "Aku ngerti kok". Bukan "Coba kamu gak kayak gini", tapi "Aku cinta kamu seperti kamu apa adanya".

Kompatibilitas yang paling benar bukan diukur berdasarkan berapa lama kalian sudah bersama maupun berapa sering kalian bersama, tapi apakah selama kalian bersama, kalian selalu saling mengisi satu sama lain dan saling membuat hidup yang berkualitas.

Kesedihan dan kerinduan hanya terasa selama yang kamu inginkan dan menyayat sedalam yang kamu izinkan. Yang berat bukan bagaimana caranya menanggulangi kesedihan dan kerinduan itu, tapi bagaimana belajar darinya.

Caranya jatuh cinta: jatuh tapi jangan terhuyung-huyung, konsisten tapi jangan memaksa, berbagi dan jangan bersikap tidak adil, mengerti dan cobalah untuk tidak banyak menuntut, sedih tapi jangan pernah simpan kesedihan itu.

Memang sakit melihat orang yang kamu cintai sedang berbahagia dengan orang lain tapi lebih sakit lagi kalau orang yang kamu cintai itu tidak berbahagia bersama kamu.

Cinta akan menyakitkan ketika kamu berpisah dengan seseorang, lebih menyakitkan apabila kamu dilupakan oleh kekasihmu, tapi cinta akan lebih menyakitkan lagi apabila seseorang yang kamu sayangi tidak tahu apa yang sesungguhnya kamu rasakan.
Yang paling menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah menemukan seseorang dan jatuh cinta, hanya untuk mengetahui bahwa dia bukan untuk kamu dan kamu sudah menghabiskan banyak waktu untuk orang yang tidak pernah menghargainya. Kalau dia tidak "worth it" sekarang, dia tidak akan pernah "worth it" setahun lagi ataupun 10 tahun lagi. Jadi, biarkan dia pergi

Copy My Style (Again) ツ

And one things that make me proud is Saykoji has reciprocating Malayshit Malingsia .
With the new songs Copy My Stlye (again) . :)


The Lyrics :

you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand


udah bolak balik sampe balik kebolak
temen gue sampe keselek pas makan kolak
lagi lagi berulang ulang terus terjadi
tetangga bikin ulah lagi bikin sakit hati

suka ngaku ngaku kagak malu malu
punya indonesia di klaim satu satu
apa memang kalian yang gak mampu mampu
buat budaya sendiri efek gak ampuh ampuh

baca rambu rambu, bangsaku berbudi luhur
tapi usik terus, reputasi mu masuk kubur
jujur gue bangga jujur gue bersyukur
elo ngaku ngaku berarti progress lo mundur

panas ku bertutur kreasi bicara
walau sudah jelas identitas ku dijarah
joe farizal aja bisa minta maap
masa yang lain kagak nyadar kagak tanggap


you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand


bukan mo sok nasionalis sombong mengangkat alis
bukan mo sok gangster bukan sok sadis
walau lagi ngetop bukan gue sok ngartis
tapi bales pake lagu paling praktis

marah marah di internet, udah pasaran
ngomel ngomel di pasar kagak sabaran
kaya cacing kepanasan jenggot kebakaran
rasanya gatel pengen ngasih tamparan

tapi gue orang nya cinta damai
walau rasanya sulit untuk santai
amunisi di samping nyiur melambai
pakai musik rap ku siap membantai

memang satu rumpun masih sama melayu
tapi melayu saykoji keras dan gak kemayu
selendang rocker ku agak mendayu
tapi coba ajak gue battle rap ayuk!!

you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand

❤ my random :D

I need you and always



Hello friends (:
This day earth quake in my area .
Make me scared , so awful 7,3 SR .
Might there will be Tsunami , course I hope nope .


School so boriiiiinggggggg !!
Flat !! dunno what must to do .
Nothing can make me feel happy in there .



I’ll share some of my photos but –random*

And If You We're Here ....

After long time finally in my area is have RAINN !!
I really hearts rain , feels like my problems can disappear .
Make my mind so comfortable . :)

Now I am is in teracce with my notebook and write this post .
I am very like atmosphere like now . :D


If you were here …. All of this happiness will collapsible ….
I miss you so :( EA’s


Byetheway , are jealous is false things ?
I don’tknow why but I am progressively be a jealousy girls .

So hurts see you with another girls .
Can you understand my feeling now huh ?


I want make my relationship permanent , I want getting married .
I will say like that if I can :(