My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry
Cry......
I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
stop living a lie
I know I've gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.......
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry
Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...
Sunday, July 27, 2008
my day
MY DAY’S
Heyy akhir’a ak posting lgi
Ak lgy kangen ma blog
Hha . . I’m weird. . (:
Bnyak yg mesti dcritain. .
Mlai dr mn yh??
Oia ak dh klaz 9 skrng, udh mlai spt byasa
Cm blom akrab cie
Tmen dr klz 8 cuma sari,christine,ucup,advent,dimas
Yg laen umz knal. .
Eniwei skrng gru math ak berkolaborasi. .
Yeah berkolaborasi kya lagu. .
Antara pa petrus(pepen) bu teres(buTong)
Wkwkwkwkwk
Sementara xd girlz sma ajja kya dlu. .
Ttp ngumpul kec kambig dn bango. .
Qta kpisah” klaz.a. .
Huhuhuhuhu ):
Okay. . we talk about love. .
Hmm. . ak ru peugat neih. .
Ak sayang dya, ak cinta dya,
Tp sayang dya gx pernah percaya ma ak. .
N qta percuma pacaran kalo gx ad rasa percya. .
Rite guys??
Jdi ak gx tau msti mgna skrng. .
Sediih?? Bhagia??
Kta dya, dya sayang ak. .
But it’s bullshit!!!!
I dun wanna see him anymore. .
I hate him. .
Knpa dya tga ma ak??
Ak jga bgung.. mungkin dya ska ma sdara ak. .
Shrus’a klu emank dya mau, say it to mii. .
Ak jg bkal mrh. . ak bkal lbh rela klo gtu. .
Tp ini???
Kya’a dya gx prnah puas nyakitin ak. .
Tp ak gx muna. . ak sayang dya. .
Ap ak hruz ngu dya???
Tp ak lelah,
lelah untk disakitin lgy. .
lelah untk di pojokkin truz. .
sangad lelah. .
god, help mii
kasih twu ak tuhan, ak hruz gmna???
Ak bgung. .
Knp ak hruz sayang sm dya???
He’s my soulmate. .since I think that ak nyesel. .
Dya cm stu dhati ak. .
Tp dya mlh ma cwe laen. .
I want forget all abot him. .
He’s voice, face. .
If i love him. .
I must look him always happy. .
It prinsip ak dlu. .
Dulu. . skarng cm kenangan yg menyakitkan. .
Guys. . I think he’s gud boy. .
Sayang ak. . jgain ak. .
But my opinion about him is very” false
Okie. . it’z OVER. .
I forget him
I will never be with you
Huahh. .
Sdah mlm trnyata. .
Ngantug nehh. .
Mu bu”
Hha (:
♥. .LOVE U ALL. . ♥
♥ . ♥ . ♥ "Di dunia ini apalah artinya hidup tanpa cinta.. kadang cInta tiDak seLalu memiliki.. Yg terpenting daLam cinta adaLah kebahagiaan oRang yg kita cintai itu.." ♥ . ♥ . ♥
Friday, July 11, 2008
Jesus I love Euu
bingung
.. BINGUNG . .
hi all skrang ak lgy bgung antara cwo ak ma sdara ak. .
sangadh bgung. .
tp ak bsa berbwad ap??
Ak hanya mencoba berbuat yg terbaik. .
Terbaik. . untuk ak maupun org lain. .
Krna itulah ak hdup. .
Gx ingn membwad org ssah akn khdiran ak. .
Biar ak yg sakit asal gxad lgy yg terluka. .
Tp ak jga pgen ngobatin luka ak. .
Kta org qta harus nyentuh bagian yg sakit it. .
Gmn? Gmn cra’a??
Ak bgung? Ak udh gx bsa berfikir lgy. .
Ak hnya bsa pasrah kpada TUHAN. .
Yg slalu berada di sisiku. .
Dsini ak pgen blng mkasi bwad cmua yg mendukung ak. .
I LOVE U ALL
i lose
. .I LOSE. .
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Thursday, July 10, 2008
WHEN
When you catch a girl glancing at
you,she wants you to look
back and smile.
When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you she wants you
to hold her hand.
When she wants a hug she will just
stand there.
When u break a girls heart, she still
feels it when you run into each other
3 years later.
When a girl is quiet, millions of
things are running through her
mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is
thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes
full of questions,she is wondering how
long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine,"
after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are
playing games!!!!!!!!!!!
When a girl lays her head on your
chest,she is wishing for you to be hers
forever.
When a girl says she can't live
without you,she has made up her mind
that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you
more than that.
avril lavigne
When Your Gone [ avril lavigne ]
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Wew th lgu kren bgd. .
Lirik’a sma kya prasaan ak skrang. .
du u noe
kelihatan begitu tegar hatinya
adalah orang yang sangat lemah
dan butuh pertolongan?
Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
menghabiskan waktunya untuk
melindungi orang lain
justru adalah orang yang sangat butuh
seseorang untuk melindunginya?
Tahukah Anda kalau tiga hal
yang paling sulit untuk diungkapkan
adalah,,,,
'Aku cinta kamu'
'Maaf'
dan 'Tolong aku' ??!
Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
suka berpakaian warna merah
lebih yakin kepada dirinya sendiri?
Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
suka berpakaian kuning adalah
orang yang menikmati kecantikannya sendiri?
Tahukah Anda kalau orang yang
suka berpakaian hitam adalah
orang yang tidak ingin diperhatikan
tetapi sangat butuh bantuan & pengertian
anda?
Tahukah Anda
apabila Anda menolong seseorang,
pertolongan tersebut akan
dikembalikan dua kali lipat?
Tahukah Anda bahwa lebih mudah
mengatakan perasaan Anda
dalam tulisan dibandingkan
mengatakan kepada
seseorang secara langsung?
Tapi tahukah Anda
bahwa hal tersebut akan lebih bernilai saat Anda
mengatakannya secara langsung
di hadapan orang tersebut?
Tahukah Anda apabila Anda memohon
sesuatu dengan keyakinan,
keinginan tersebut pasti akan dikabulkan?
Tahukah Anda bahwa Anda bisa
mewujudkan impian Anda,
seperti jatuh cinta, menjadi kaya dan selalu sehat,
jika memintanya dengan keyakinan?
Jika Anda benar-benar tahu,
anda akan terkejut dengan apa
yang bisa Anda lakukan???
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
liburan
LIBURAN
holla g skarang lgy msa lburan ke kelaz 9 (:
ak jd senior dh (: hha
tp lburan’a bosanndh sx
ak cma ke
hikx hikx hikx ):
seb ak mw post dr kmren tpi layer kompie ak tb” mati ):
jdi’a skrang dhh baru kesampean (: hha
tadi ak ru bli bku pel wad klaz 9 (:
klihatan’a susahh ):
smoga ak bisa iaah
gud luck to mii hha (:
AKU
AKU
.aku cuma cewek yang berusaha jadi yang dya mau.
.aku cuma cewek cengeng yang pura-pura tegar di hadapan mreka.
.aku cuma cewek yang tertawa kembali karena dia.
.aku cuma cewek yang berusaha ngertiin dya semampuku.
.aku cuma cewek egois yang selalu nuntut banyak ke dia.
.aku cuma cewek yang takut dikecewain lagi.
.aku cuma cewek yang trauma sama yang namanya janji bullsh*t.
.aku cuma cewek muna yang bilang orang lain munafik.
.aku cuma cewek yang berpura-pura bisa maafin mereka.
.aku cuma cewek yang ngerasa cuma dia yang ada n ngertiin aku.
Monday, July 7, 2008
WHY
???WHY???
People always makes wrong decision everyday. Sama seperti smw org, bnyk bgd kputsan slh yg tlah ak buat. Im not God, Cause my power are limited, I just try how to be me, myself